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Alabama Requiem

by Devadas

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1.
Archangels and murderers gather silent ‘round the edges of the night Isabella’s upstairs and wounded, already run away from the light You try to trade your ghosts in for some freedom But you find they’re like shadows And shadow is all you’ll ever find It’s all you’ll ever find And I am alone and down the road Lost and destined for nowhere Looking for comfort in the reaches of the dark Dreaming of la señorita in the azure frock I remember, riding the Jutiapa Bus And oh, oh, oh everything’s gonna be all right Everybody’s gonna fall in love… The dead pour up from the underground Flood the sidewalks like witnesses with stolen dreams of a resurrection But no crucifixes, no candles Fogged in waking dream Propositions and insinuations, they all amount to nothing All the illusions and ever-afters we keep chasing Beautiful lies that fall as fast as any teardrop And rest like iron crosses there upon our chests And oh, oh, oh everything’s gonna be all right Now, desire turns to emptiness and the silence closes in And the moments fall like hammers And nothing is revealed You’re always there alone In the end, alone is all you’ll ever be From a window, sad and empty Her eyes follow, softly A young girl stealing away into the Saint Claire Hotel And she mumbles something about “Our Lady of Aparecida” Then turns and catches me there in a dream And wish I could wrap my arms around her And whisper in her ear “You know, I’m not really like that It’s just the things that you hear I’ve got contacts far away from here We could make a midnight runaway.” And oh, oh, oh everything’s gonna be all right
2.
Bird upon the mountain Heavy was the sky I got lost in the forest Clouds began to cry Oh, clouds began to cry Long before the winter Long before the spring I was born from a silence And sunshine, it did sing Oh, sunshine, it did sing Saw my love in the valley Saw her disappear I swear she took the sunshine And I wish I could hold her near Oh, I wish I could hold her near Gave my love a river Gave my love the sky Gave my love a graveyard It feels like I could die Oh, it feels like I could die Bird upon the mountain Heavy was the sky I got lost in the forest Clouds began to cry Oh, clouds began to cry
3.
When you're racing past the fires And Brooklyn's in the rearview The police vans and the tombstones Stretch up against the sky And it feels just like you're running But it ain't getting no better Whether you're alone or with another In the penthouse or in the gutter You're at 90 miles an hour And the shadows, you can't shake them And what's one heart? What's one heart? What's one heart against the wreck of it all? Oh, against the wreck of it all Now the hills roll out like an ocean And your wheels roll on forever And the sky's turning to purple And you're lost, man, you're lost And for the first time, you know it For the first time, you can show it It's the void rising to meet you It's the skull placed there before you And what's one heart? I don't want your dying roses or your sympathy I never really cared too much about what you thought of me So what? I've been kicked down again? But I'm having visions of the end I'm at 90 miles an hour And the road keeps getting longer The world keeps getting bigger And I ain't getting no stronger The stars ain't shining brighter The horizon ain't turning lighter I'm at 90 miles an hour I'm at 90 miles an hour I'm at 90 miles an hour And what's one heart?
4.
The sun is sinking and the wind's cold The stars are crooked and I'm sure getting older It's been a long time off the deep end Been a long way to travel, my friend Here we go again Around the bend And I know I know I know how to feel like a stranger All these faces, they keep changing Another year and I can't recognize them Another world slowly ending Another tune, now it's fading And I'm waiting for that beautiful thing I know I know I know how to feel like a stranger I bought my ticket for the last train I lost it somewhere in the pouring rain All my life, it's been deceiving me All my dreams never showed me the key Now it's you and me And the same mystery I know I know I know how to feel like a stranger Give me a mirror and I'll turn it 'round Give me a mansion and I'll burn it down Give me wings and I'll fly away Give me a reason and I'll probably stay The world's in the way It'll be better someday I know I know I know how to feel like a stranger
5.
Left my home on a bus Left a dishrag and a broom Sold my father's gold Benrus watch at a pawn shop on 3rd Avenue And nobody cried all night The day I went away Now it's just depots And the sugar factory smokestacks all roll away Lost in Alabama And the sky seems so far away Bring me back to dirt roads and open fields and warmer skies It's raining back up North All the highways have been washed away Where the devil came to me through a dream But the streets gave me no comfort So what am I doing here All the heroes in all the movies They all lied to me I've thrown this fortune to the floor Left all of my money in the rain I left the sky someplace far away Lost in Alabama Looking for my heart in my shoes Lost in Alabama Without much left to lose
6.
When Lucia left me broken there was all I'd left behind A thousand lost forevers that I could never find And the stars that would not shine Left me wasted all alone And I'm a rider Oh a rider Before the break of dawn I stole my mother's crucifix I stole my father's name And I cursed the god within me And i wrapped myself in chains And the highway rose to meet me And I wished I wasn't born And I'm a rider Oh a rider Before the break of dawn I found the shadow of a city And it sang just like a tomb I laid down in its shelter there and left covered up with wounds And all the ruined angels Oh their sweetness turned so wrong And I'm a rider Oh a rider Before the break of dawn Thunder on the mountainside Lucia soaked in rain My dreams are shards of mirrors that hold her jagged in their frames I wanted all her innocence To keep her for my own And I'm a rider Oh a rider Before the break of dawn I passed by way of locust And I passed by way of flood And I buried all of my reliquaries deep down in the mud Black dog on the tree line And a shadow stretching on And I'm a rider Oh a rider Before the break of dawn I remember your shining face in summers past away Your hair was dark, your skin was wet And you begged me, then, to stay But time is the destroyer Are you waiting just beyond? A rider Oh a rider Before the break of dawn The road, it speaks in silence And the sky, it speaks the same Love is born from emptiness Then it leads you back again When the form begins to crumble When you turn and find her gone Then you're a rider Oh a rider Before the break of dawn
7.
Zoe's Arms 05:00
Crushed orange Sunday morning Wounded chest, swollen eyes I rode the high line across the threshold Like a razor through the moon Me and Dante stayed up all night trading songs Then we wrapped ourselves in newspapers And we smoked our last beedies As the earth rumbled beneath us And I wish I was in Zoe's arms It rained for seven days I threw my boots into the fire And I slept all night with that picture that she gave me And I dreamt she was dancing up on the moon And the stars all moved around her And at dawn my food was gone And Lord, I felt like crying And I wish I was in Zoe's arms No one seemed to notice when we pulled into Briar's Junction Dante was writing poems about angels over water And me, I was pretending the universe was my mother and my father But we were all alone and those angels seemed so far away And I wish I was in Zoe's arms Down here the old men are painting postcards of silent executions It's dark here in the summer and I'm waiting for November And there's no sound to this sky So I try to remember the ocean And I wish I was in Zoe's arms Spent the night at Saint Francis and I awoke to find it burning A beggar gave me shelter and I drank all of his wine And the wind is breathing cold And the clouds are always leaking And I wish I was in Zoe's arms Not far off in the distance I can hear that train whistle whining I hear crows all around me And a thousand drummers, drumming I remember I swore when I was a man That I would climb up to the mountain I'd look out to the world To see all had become mine But now, I wish I was in Zoe's arms
8.
Icy grey sky I've set out and then I'm stranded like a lamb Snow's been falling I've been reaching for the palm of your hand When this world dissolves Will you pull me back to you? When the sky has cracked And all the nightmares sinking through? Lost and the winter's so cold Blown on the wind and the snow Lost and the winter, so cold I've tried to call to you My chest feels frozen up and I can't speak Followed, oh I followed empty handed Oh, I fell into the deep Through August and September I dreamed I rested in your arms The days are thin now The sky is ash The road is cold and long Lost and the winter's so cold Blown on the wind and the snow Lost and the winter, so cold The strangest feeling, what's been taken away The saddest feeling, and you're slipping away Every thing I've stolen, I want to give it back to you A million prisons all around me Can I give them back to you? Lost and the winter's so cold Blown on the wind and the snow Lost and the winter, so cold
9.
Wolf River 03:43
When I was young, not too much younger 'fore the road turned crooked and the sky turned cold There were warm summer days down on Wolf River And warm summer nights in Ophelia's arms Oh, Lord, she held me so gently Oh, Lord, I left her too soon I was looking for something that wasn't really there When I left Wolf River by the light of the moon I left Wolf River by the light of the moon I headed up North where I got so lonely I was looking for a meaning where I wouldn't find one Then down on Congress, I got so broken And every turn I made I just came undone Oh, Lord take me back to Wolf River Where the iron weed blossoms And the tupelo grows In my mind, it shines so bright And the the world don't need me And I want to go home The world don't need me And I want to go home I want to let go but I can't let go I want to let go but I can't let go I want to let go but I can't let go I want to let go but I can't let go Now I can see Ophelia there through the forest Heart so pure, I can see it shine I'm a thousand miles on But it feels like a million And a million lost faces faded down the line Oh, Lord take me back to Wolf River Where the iron weed blossoms And the tupelo grows In my mind, it shines so bright And the the world don't need me And I want to go home The world don't need me And I want to go home
10.
Joey 04:56
I found us in a photograph only yesterday Spell-less clueless magicians Regarded with suspicion Feels like we danced through the mist only yesterday Like semi-tuned-in lovers Like ticking-slowly stranglers And they labeled us antichrists But we weren't the devils that they were looking for You can watch your world burn up and fall apart You can fall from love You can fall from desire You can claim your innocence there in the ash and the smoke You can turn away You can turn away It's just a dream, a moment Just a moment And it leaves you nowhere There were no arms around us No arms around us No arms around us No there was nothing to begin with And Joey, we just can't win I remember you told me once, hey, I don't cry I'm never gonna fall in love I'm never gonna fade away But they chipped at you with a chisel and you crumbled And it takes a lot to laugh When all it takes is eyes to see That there are no true castles in this world Only odd-shaped mountains There were no arms around us No arms around us No arms around us No there was nothing to begin with And Joey, we just can't win You can call it what you want, but it's a tragedy It's feeling free It's believing in me You're gonna look in the mirror one day to find out you're just like everybody else And freedom won't matter Believing won't matter Your baseball cards and your heroes They're just paper swords now There were no arms around us No arms around us No arms around us No there was nothing to begin with And Joey, we just can't win

credits

released December 13, 2019

Words and Music by Devadas
Copyright 1991-2019 by Andrew Labrecque
Recorded and Mixed on Shore Road in Brooklyn, NY
J's parts recorded in Amherst, MA by Marc Seedorf
Artwork by Keshari Das

Devadas - vocals, guitars, keys, percussion
J Mascis - lead guitar on "Alabama Requiem" and "Zoe's Arms". Vocals on "Zoe's Arms"
Uma Rao-Labrecque - vocals on "What's One Heart?" and "Rider Before the Break of Dawn"
Mark Gorman - bass on "Our Lady of Aparecida" and "Rider Before the Break of Dawn"

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Devadas New York

Devadas is a kirtaniya, a songwriter, a composer and a producer from Brooklyn, NY. His acclaimed recordings include 2019's "The Grand Street Kirtan Sessions," "Radio Nada" and "Brooklyn Mellows," and he scored the film "One Track Heart - the Story of Krishna Das" with J Mascis. He performs as a kirtaniya and as a songwriter in New York City and throughout the world. ... more

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